Rhapsodical ramblings;

Boo

2011-11-29T20:49:00.001+11:00

Enough said.

Untitled.

2011-11-26T17:02:00.001+11:00

I know that I have no right to say this but why in the world are you entertaining him when he's being such a dick? It's prevalent to me that it'll take some time for you to let go.

When shit like this happen, I wonder why I put you and myself in this sort of mess.

Maybe I should just be thankful that we're happy until he finally messages, but sometimes I REALLY WISH that you just don't give a damn.

I can be wishful can't I?

>:)

Untitled.

2011-11-24T22:18:00.001+11:00

Can I not be involved in this? It's sad that I don't know what you want. I know it's selfish to say this but you can be with me and yet still text him? Sigh.

Hate this.

2011-11-22T22:26:00.001+11:00

I'm feeling insecure and it's agonising.
I know why I'm feeling this way but do I really have to?

I like you, 'Chloe'

2011-11-12T02:16:00.001+11:00

Momoks, I like you so much that I'd do anything for you but please don't base your decision of your relationship with with him on me? I don't want to be the rebound or the guy that's just there. I want us to be together (if that's going to happen) because we both genuinely want to? I'll be here waiting for you and only you but I might move on without hesitation when the time is right?

Untitled.

2011-11-10T07:33:00.001+11:00

Maybe, just maybe I should stop seeming to be in pursuit of something. I know I could be, but what happens, happens.

I don't want her feeling conflicted and emotional based on my impetuosity.

It could be for the better.

Rainy day.

2011-11-09T01:03:00.001+11:00

Will it be awkward if I said my mind? I don't want anything to be weird between us.

Sigh :(

Please, don't go?

2011-11-07T03:07:00.001+11:00

This renders the previous post futile; but -

I know that I'm not going anywhere, but it'll be nice to know that you would want me to stay.

Maybe, just maybe.

2011-11-06T19:38:00.004+11:00

Can I persuade myself to feel as if I'm not the right person for you? At least I won't feel so bitter that way?

Meh.

2011-11-06T19:34:00.002+11:00

Can I tell you that I really like you? It's sad to see YOU sad.

Strange;

2011-11-06T19:13:00.003+11:00

I can't help to feel a little sting whenever you talk about him.

If only -

2011-11-06T18:55:00.003+11:00

I had the courage to tell you how I feel, sigh.

Why?

2011-11-06T04:35:00.001+11:00

It just sucks knowing that she's sad and that I can't possibly do anything to make her feel better.

I wonder;

2011-11-05T03:42:00.003+11:00

Has she even noticed?

I have so many things to say, but there's a high chance that things will go sour immediately. That being said, I can't help to think that she feels the same.

Dear blog;

2011-10-31T23:00:00.005+11:00

It has been a very long time since I've promulgated anything, and this might not be the best time to make known how or what I feel but I'd like to get it off my chest.

I've always wondered how it'll be like to meet someone that you feel so absolutely comfortable with and it's amazing; most definitely second to none.

I think that I might have stumbled across that someone, but to my misfortune, she's someone else's. I hope he knows how remarkably lucky he is.

All I want to say is that, I miss you whenever we stop talking, even for a few hours and even more so whenever we part ways. I've always wanted to say out loud and make clear that I miss her, but who knows how that'll work out. I've been told time and time again that you can't keep everyone in your life, but I pray that I can keep her. I don't want to lose her in my life. Please stay for a while, and consider not leaving?

I've had that ineffable fluttery stomach feeling before, but with her it's just beyond comprehension.

I hate feeling this way, knowing for a fact that there's absolutely nothing I can do about it -- yet I love that quivering, discerning that it's by her.

It's completely beyond me as to why it's her that stirs such within me, but why does it have to be now of all times? Have I found the right person at the wrong time, or the wrong person at the right time? I highly doubt the latter because there's no other explanation as to why I'm feeling this way.

It's astonishing to me as to how we can go on talking and talking for hours, days, even weeks at a time. Perhaps it's just proof of how compatible we are and can be? Or maybe it's just my wishful thinking.

I only wish the best for her. I haven't seen her sad before but I know so very well that I wouldn't want to, and as long as she's happy -- I will be.

Just being in her presence brings my heart indescribable joy. Her smile and laughter; unparalleled.

I miss you, right now.

2009-06-05T01:04:00.002+10:00

today i:

woke up at 4 p.m

wiki-ed digimon

had sprspicy balado

got scribbled by the girlf

watched the trailer of audition, suicide circle & ichi the killer

ate rice bubbles

made the girlf happy woot woot

cursed when i wasnt supposed to

2009-05-31T00:02:00.002+10:00

today i:

took so long to get out of the house

threatened the girlf not to buy 2 shorts

helped carry plastic bags, paper bags & a shopper bag

bought 4 sunshine punch

had sandwiches & peach blended with coconut jelly

danced like a sohai

scratched

2009-05-23T23:56:00.003+10:00

today i:

trained my axes

left the girlf

had lindor

ate a classic chicken and 14 pieces of mcnuggets

took the tram to sydney road

watched digimon

2009-05-22T00:31:00.003+10:00

today i:

thought of making noodles, but changed my mind

drank the last bit of my vitamin water

pulled the girlfs ankles hard

sang "touchdown turnaround"

soaked the pan

wore white bonds socks

didnt get to watch night at the museum 2

added milk into the mushroom soup

2009-05-21T00:12:00.001+10:00

today i:

had nasi uduk and pumpkin soup

got real pissed off with the connection

wore red

washed two plates and a spoon

drank vitamin water

2009-05-20T00:49:00.002+10:00

today i:

woke up at 1 pm

went grocery shopping at woolworths

made good fried rice

wasted my time on the net

interrogated the girlf

pursued the path of killing my lungs

2009-05-17T20:26:00.001+10:00

do you even check this anymore?

2009-03-19T01:09:00.000+11:00

SIBUK!

Smashingly fantastic.

2008-10-25T18:19:00.002+11:00

What a weekend it has been. The best part is, that it's still not over! I shall blog and upload pictures a.s.a.p. (including on Facebook of course)

MUCK UP DAY!

2008-10-23T07:14:00.003+11:00

I have this sudden craving to bloody blog, it's fascinating yet scary at the same time. Well, I've got lots to write about, of which I WILL, in time to come! No idea why the sudden urge, but I'm guessing that it has something to do with the very influential effect blogs have on me upon reading them, (or not) I could be wrong too, so we should take that into consideration and base this sudden need upon spontaneity. ALRIGHT, that's enough ~~bullshit~~ of an explanation, moving on... As most of you might know, I'm still doing my Year 12 because I was expelled from the 'prestigious', Bukit Bintang Boys Secondary School 2 months into the start of Form 4 and also because you must have your VCE completed over a span of 2 years (yup, sad but true). Assuming that this has been a good year, (which I think it has) the highlight of my Year 12 is just around the corner. We call it 'Muck Up day', and just for better familiarization, THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, of which all Year 12 students are advised by every single staff member to dress up in the most hilarious and ridiculous shape/form/way possible. The best part is, we can rock up DRUNK! (I bet most of you envy me right about now and if you don't, you SHOULD! :D ) Oh, and by drunk, I mean we start drinking after class today, after class! Then wake up and drink even more tomorrow, so we'll be drunkenly parading around in our nonsensical costumes, and have a party that night, get even more smashed and have a 2 day hangover! :D I best be off to class now, see you in 2 days (or maybe 3!) p/s: I'm dressing up as a RED MAILBOX, with Australia Post on the sides!

2008-09-24T03:21:00.001+10:00

Reminiscing on what was.

2008-09-18T16:33:00.001+10:00

Upsetting that it stops like that.

2008-09-17T16:12:00.001+10:00

It's not rare :)

2008-09-12T18:13:00.000+10:00

Don't you feel the same anymore?

2008-09-07T11:16:00.000+10:00

I miss you.

Upsetting square.

2008-08-30T01:54:00.004+10:00

You think a love triangle is bad? Try a love square. Should I or should I not be upset? I ~~know~~ think that I shouldn't be. But I am upset, for some reason.

2008-08-23T20:31:00.002+10:00

I don't know what's missing, neither do you. I hope that what's missing is presence, and if it's not, I really don't know what is. Perhaps it's just me, not being a good and understanding enough boyfriend for you. I hope we can work things out, if you still willingly want to by then. To me, I honestly feel that breaking it off was a waste. Why? Because all we had was love, but you said that love was not enough. Does that mean we were in a proper relationship? I don't think that we were, despite it feeling so very real, we were still not in a proper relationship due to distance. If we tried being in an actual and proper relationship and failed in working through that, rather than failing in a ldr, then baby, I'll stop hassling you by all means. I think that giving up completely on our ldr, without having to know how it's like to be in an actual relationship is just a waste. We could have just toughen it out, because so much can happen in 3 months, and I don't want to lose you to anyone else, I really don't. This is how I feel, I hope you've felt or wondered the same.

2008-08-14T19:43:00.001+10:00

Losing it slowly. So long as you're fine and happy with it.

2008-08-14T00:08:00.002+10:00

You've got me all tied up. I believe that it's you who's supposed to call the shots. Yet you're not.

2008-06-30T16:59:00.000+10:00

Please.

2008-06-28T21:09:00.002+10:00

I envy other LDR couples. I miss us. I can't let go of the fact that we can put so much more to make this better than it was before. I don't know what to do anymore. I keep getting the same replies from you, time and time again. I hope that you don't feel the way I'm thinking that you feel. It's not easy for me, but I don't know how it is for you. I knew once, long ago, but not anymore.

2008-06-24T02:03:00.004+10:00

WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO?! What the fuck am I supposed to do? How the fuck am I supposed to feel? How in the fucking world am I supposed to be?

2008-06-24T01:56:00.002+10:00

How can a person be so completely oblivious as to how others feel? Not just any other person. Or maybe that person is just like any other.

Four.

2008-05-31T02:00:00.001+10:00

Happy anniversary baby. I love you.

Nuisance.

2008-05-24T14:36:00.007+10:00

I'm annoying and I annoy you. Almost constantly annoying you. It's shit to know, really. Then again, it's not as bad when it comes from you. Not when someone else told me that I annoy you. Thanks.

2008-05-17T15:45:00.004+10:00

Do you or do you not even care? Perhaps no one's an exception for you. No one I know of. Not even me. How wonderful.

Things one would do for their partner.

2008-05-16T23:27:00.003+10:00

All in vain? Or too vague to be of any notice? Perhaps just plainly ignored.

When the girlf has too much time on her hands, and whilst you're away watching tv.

2008-05-08T22:38:00.003+10:00

Real Name: shoan lim kooi jen. Nickname: shoannie, shoan boi, mr sprawesome and eh dozens and dozens of gaming nicks. Married: no. Male/Female: male. High school: smk (l) bukit bintang. College: leongatha secondary college. Are You A Healthy Freak?: no im not a healthy freak, but i would like to be a health freak. Do You Have A Crush On Someone?: naw, i crashed thanks! Do You Like Yourself?: am a narcissist. First.. Surgery: nopes, at least i dont think so? Person You See In The Morning: my aunt (how boring is that). Award: an award for getting the highest score in moral (yes, in moral and yes, me). Sport You Join: swimming. Vacation: malaysia when i was 6 or 7 months old. Concert: the moffatts with dad, lol! Drink: mummys nen nen! I'm About To: finish off this tag. Your future.. Want Kids: yes please (i better still be fertile then) Want To Get Married: yessums. Careers In Mind: honestly, no idea. Which is better? Lips Or Eyes?: both thanks. Hugs Or Kisses?: both as well thanks! Shorter Or Taller?: definitely taller pls. Romantic Or Spontaneous?: a dash of both would be most satisfactory. Sensitive Or Loud?: *coughs* sensitive *coughs* Troublemaker Or Hesitant?: spontaneous troublemaker, mhmm. Have you ever.. Kissed A Stranger?: noo, not that i remember. Drank Bubbles: nopes. Lost Glasses / Contacts: countless times. Ran Away From Home: nooo, but i've been kicked out for a couple of days or more? Liked Someone Younger: mhmm! Broke someone's heart: pretty sure i haven't. Been arrested: nope, but was close. very close. Cried when someone died: mommy ;( Do you believe in.. Yourself: not all the time, but i have to. right? Miracles: probably? Magic: but mere optical illusions. Angels: mhmm! Answer truthfully.. Is There Someone You Want To Be With Right Now?: OH YESH PLSSS! WTF KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS?! Tag 5 people: since baby tagged me, let's see. i shall tag anyone that still pay my blog a visit ;))

2008-05-03T18:55:00.000+10:00

Sigh, why can't we talk like we use to? I can't help but to picture how you are when you're talking to others; happily, smiling and giggling. Whereas with me; just dull and dead, filled with 'I-don't-knows'. Always wondering of how you are with others. If it's like how I picture it, why can't we be like that? It can't be like this, it mustn't.

2008-05-03T17:55:00.001+10:00

You could have told me earlier. I didn't know that you had to juggle with so much at once.

2008-05-03T01:37:00.004+10:00

Just assuming that someone should know that you're being sarcastic. Yet when not known, you still don't clarify yourself. A good trait, isn't it? No one likes being taken for granted, you very well don't, neither do I. All I remember is,

"assuming is the mother of all fuck ups"

You told me not to mention anything, if I didn't want to tell you. Is there no one bit of interest at all? Telling me to tell you if I wanted to and then saying that if I don't want to tell you, then don't. I don't know why you even said that, are you trying to hide something? Do you think that I want you to 'beg' (as you stated before) me to tell you? Because I don't; there really isn't any motive or whatsoever in wanting you to ask. Probably I was just hoping that you showed more interest (and only if you honestly and truthfully are interested)

Then again, I myself am just assuming once more. I'm sorry. I love you.

2008-05-02T17:18:00.001+10:00

So you do agree that I am such. Well, so much for agreeing to disagree.

Typing - Speedtest.

2008-04-27T13:35:00.006+10:00

When you have too much free time on your hands, and while you're waiting for your girlfriend's reply. 99 words

Speed test

414 points, so you achieved position 3151 of 222525 on the ranking list You type 525 characters per minute You have 99 correct words and you have 0 wrong words

Futility?

2008-04-22T19:37:00.002+10:00

Why did you start agreeing with everything I said just now? Is it fun to play along and accept everything I say? Even when I asked whether you're taking us lightly as well? Was it really necessary for you to have said that you're going to agree anyway? What happened to your objection? Are you still going to respond with a yes and just agree to anything and everything from now on? You sounded as if you're giving up. Are you? Will you? Would there be a chance that you're just going to agree with that too? I'm sorry. I thought of coming back all happy, and I really was. I thought that you would have been alright too. But I guess I was wrong. I'm sorry that I said that you were upset, that I asked again, because I really wasn't convinced. I'm sorry that this happens time and time again. You're tired, I know you are. I am, likewise. You told me that I take things too seriously, and I know that I shouldn't. Sadly, I'm under the impression that you take things too lightly. And I don't doubt you, but just at times, you really do give such impression. Just please don't give up, please. I hope that you haven't even thought of doing so, but I can't blame you if you have. At that time, I'll only have myself to blame. Thank you for sticking around. Especially for being so understanding, even if you do in your own unique way, of which I don't get most of the time. You're really different and I love you for that.

Empathy.

2008-04-08T21:18:00.008+10:00

I wanted to reply, but after your 'wise', I just decided not to. Seeing you upset, just pushes me to better myself. To not be as fucked up as I was before - ~~paranoid and insecure~~.

2008-04-08T08:13:00.002+10:00

It ended up that way, yet again. Feeling this, once more. Always, always starts off so fucking awesome, great, any word that can depict happiness. Somehow seemingly ending in dozens and dozens of apologies. Unfortunately, something has to balance out. You deserve much better than this baby, sorry for being stuck with me as well. I just hope that I can provide what you deserve. I love you.

Disregarded.

2008-04-07T22:58:00.002+10:00

Being given an option. To choose only one, or nothing. Take it, or leave it. Despite having to want to take one so badly, I'd rather have all or nothing. Thus having to leave it; in regret. That's just life, you can't turn back whenever you feel like to. My mistake.

2008-04-03T23:34:00.004+11:00

'Twas a day where baby decided that she wanted to play with a pistol. (ROFLMFAO so cute, yet lame ;p [don't hate thank you very much!] :D )

2008-04-03T20:33:00.002+11:00

And I took this 2 minutes before you woke up ;p

Aside.

2008-04-01T13:41:00.002+11:00

Someone tells you that they're happy, but not ecstatically happy. Wouldn't you ponder upon why he/she aforementioned ecstatic? Could it be that he/she would want to be ecstatically happy, instead of settling upon happy? Is it then wrong to question the purpose of such? Perhaps it be annoying, but even for a positive reach? Or be it me, not having to grant such happiness.

2008-03-31T14:49:00.003+11:00

Omg? My baby's a ninja! :D (poyo lar k baby you, I have absolutely no idea why you did that ;p)

2008-03-31T13:58:00.005+11:00

Baby talking to an inanimate object; my pillow. Shoan says (1:50 PM): hi babys pillow Shoan says (1:51 PM): ive heard about you Shoan says (1:51 PM): sorry but regardless of how hard you mightve tried Shoan says (1:52 PM): its really just better for baby to hug me and not you Shoan says (1:52 PM): its uncomparable k Shoan says (1:53 PM): or incomparable Shoan says (1:53 PM): - - Nikiee says (1:55 PM): eh baby Shoan says (1:55 PM): yesh? Nikiee says (1:55 PM): wah baby youre so mengada ;p Shoan says (1:55 PM): eh? Shoan says (1:56 PM): where got mengada pls Nikiee says (1:56 PM): omg Nikiee says (1:56 PM): im gonna copy and paste that Nikiee says (1:56 PM): in my blog Nikiee says (1:56 PM): so cute k baby ;p Shoan says (1:56 PM): WAH Shoan says (1:56 PM): DONT LAR Shoan says (1:56 PM): nanti people think im crazy Shoan says (1:56 PM): for talking to some inanimate object Nikiee says (1:57 PM): who cares xp Nikiee says (1:57 PM): i dont care Nikiee says (1:57 PM): do you? Shoan says (1:57 PM): eh Shoan says (1:57 PM): i care! and and more pictures! :D Baby muka penget, woahahahah! Don't kill me for this baby, pls and thank you! ;pppp And this picture! Baby stuffing two bars of Kit Kat in her mouth this morning. The horror! DX (okay drama much, but still ;p ) I LOVE YOU BABY! And you know that you want me to post these, stop denying ;p

2008-03-30T17:17:00.003+11:00

Smiling, sure lar baby. Sampai got extra features: your retainers, then nampak sikit of the buntut, tambah the dua kaki ;p

2008-03-30T16:44:00.002+11:00

Baby don't lar always buat muka cute ;999 I cannot concentrate k! D;

2008-03-30T16:27:00.002+11:00

OMG! SO ABUSIVE, HABIS LAR AKU! D; Nikiee says: eh Nikiee says: dont marah baby Nikiee says: now go check ;p Shoan says: THANK YOU LAR PLS Shoan says: SERIOUS NANTI IM GOING TO FREAKING KICK YOU SAMPAI TERGOLEK Nikiee says: thank you apa? ;p Shoan says: BUT TAK MAMPUS LAR Nikiee says: WAH? Shoan says: JUST TERGOLEK CAN Nikiee says: CANNOT Shoan says: GRRRRR Nikiee says: CANNOT KICK ME Shoan says: *insert grr emote* Nikiee says: PLS KESIAN ME Nikiee says: D; Shoan says: CAN! Shoan says: WHAT KESIAN Shoan says: TAK KESIAN ME ISSIT Shoan says: babyyy Shoan says: effing mengada lar youuu Nikiee says: kesian! of course kesian! Nikiee says: but sorry lar baby Shoan says: ;(( The muka kesian, so effing cute, but fail k baby. Nak kena training banyak sikit :D

2008-03-30T16:19:00.003+11:00

THIS IS SO MUCH FUN! :DDDD Nikiee says: baby ;p Nikiee says: www.drownedinfire.blogspot.com Shoan says: BABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Shoan says: TAKE IT DOWN NOWWWWW!!!!!! Shoan says: OMG Shoan says: babbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Nikiee says: tak what down <-- Was supposed to be take - -'' Shoan says: dont lar like thisss Shoan says: the ugly pic plss Nikiee says: ;p Nikiee says: ugly? really? ;p Shoan says: yessssss dont larr Shoan says: malu pls But she senyum jugak! Tsk tsk baby, you really have to start making up your mind k! xp

2008-03-30T16:15:00.003+11:00

Woahahahaha, habis lar you baby. I'm gonna fill this blog up with your pictures ;p Entah apa she doing here, tsk tsk.

LOVELOVE, DONT MARAH K! :D

2008-03-29T21:51:00.001+11:00

Even you've given up on me.

Choice.

2008-03-29T19:15:00.003+11:00

Having to choose; having alternatives, preferring one over the other. To most it's easy and simple, yet to some, unbearably hard. To me, choosing is easy, not hard at all. I'd choose her over anything, anytime. Yes, it is naive and immature. Yet I can't be stuffed with what anyone has to say. I live in a world of neglect. Friend's neglect you when they come by new ones. That's just how it is. Some ask, why and how. Whether it's worth it or not. As long as I'm happy, what the hell do you care? It's tiresome, having friend's who come and say hi and bye. Ones who talk for a night, and forget the next. I need not any fake conversations, thank you. Well, perhaps I'm a bad friend? Of which I'm sure most of you would agree. For that, I will better myself to be your friend once again, if you please. Most of my friends whom I know, would very well choose their partner's before their friends. I can't guarantee that I'll choose her before my friends, but as of now, due to where I'm at, I can, I will, and I have. She's torn up from choosing between me and her friends, whom she has known for ages, way longer than she's known me. So baby, there really isn't any option, you should choose your friends over me anytime. It's just that you're the one I turn to at the end of the day, everyday. If it's any consolation, if I were you, and if I had a friend whom I've known for almost all my life, I'd choose him/her, but I don't so I can't really tell you whether I would definitely choose him/her or not, but I would choose you. No matter what. And please don't feel guilty if you read this, because you shouldn't. You cherish people, friends that you've known longer, friendships that you've held on to for years, and I can't express how proud I am of you that you do baby. I'm sorry that I even made you choose in the first place, I really am sorry, and this will never happen again, because if it does, it's going to be your fault for not choosing your friends to begin with. I love you.

2008-03-29T12:12:00.000+11:00

YAY, BABY BOUGHT A NEW WEBCAM! *jumps around*

2008-03-18T11:25:00.001+11:00

2008-03-08T21:58:00.008+11:00

Reminiscing with my blog, I came upon;

11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? = Nothing is impossible? Hahaha, I wouldn't date a Malay. Minta maaf eh.

Something that completely contradicts what I have now; my baby. I was laughing at the time, when I discovered this, I realized that I missed out on a few words. And, an 'at the moment' should have been in there, somewhere (I'm sure of that). I love you and nothing can change that; and that's no laughing matter, well, it's a laughing matter in a good way ;))

2008-02-17T22:28:00.001+11:00

Stop reading or thinking about anything okay baby, pls? I love you.

Insignificant.

2008-02-17T15:24:00.003+11:00

Most of us have done really, really stupid things before and mostly prefer not to be reminded of. Time and experiences along the way do plausibly, change who we are; call it maturity if you need. Yet, for a fact, we can't change certain actions, feelings and habits. And this, is what I can't change; my feelings. My eagerness and inquisitiveness which lead to one of my habits - to meddle and pry in things of the past. Having to be, most of the time, things and events that bear total insignificance with the present. I've stumbled upon something. Something that I probably shouldn't have. I haven't felt this way in years, and I really wish not to. At least not now...not with her. Perhaps it's my fault, for not being there. I'm not treating this as a game, I know she isn't. I wouldn't doubt her for anything at all, but should this be questionable? Could she be embarrassed of me? Presence, could this whole thing be dwelling upon that? Despite being a major issue, I hope it doesn't have to be. Oh well, who knows, everything could probably be explainable. I'm sorry baby.

Eons long; abandoned.

2007-12-17T22:59:00.001+11:00

Hmm, I suppose that I no longer find the need to blog. Duty as for now: Laze and enjoy, but not for any longer I suppose. Near future undertakings: Get a part-time job and work! Asap I would assume. ;S Gah.

Obsession.

2007-11-04T09:52:00.000+11:00

How, and why... Isn't it bad enough to be obsessed with an object? One that you might never obtain your entire life, despite your riches? What if it's not an object, but a person? Would it be worse tenfold? Sigh...is something wrong with me? D; Perhaps I shouldn't have met you. But I thank God I did; really.

Someone fucking kill me already; ~~&& I wish it would be you~~.

Random.

2007-10-26T07:16:00.000+10:00

Apologize - One Republic I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... that it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothing new - yeah I loved you with the fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoaa ohhh... Bridge (guitar/piano) It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet... off the ground...

Individuals.

2007-10-16T21:58:00.000+10:00

Just your ordinary teenager with his likes and dislikes alike many others; feel free.

Everyone's different, no? When you meet someone new, you try to get to know the person. After you get to know the person, you assume that what you know is sufficient enough for you to judge; are you? Any and every individual takes anything or everything for granted. At times, you take too much; bite off more than you can chew. You realize that the friend you're talking to isn't in the best of moods, you try to tell him or her that it's alright, and just forget about it. It's not as simple as that. You might say, "It's alright, just forget about it." He or she might think, "Wtf, I'm trying to help? Now this?" Overly sensitive or just utter abhorring towards certain commonly used words? I despise- whatever, uh huh and blurriness; constant repetition of question-marks. Think of me however you want, I'm being straight-forward. Dislike my detests and choose to judge? Do as you wish. Perhaps you might be missing out. p/s: Do not be ignorant and ask or assume that this post is for any of you. Just my rubbish of thoughts. p/p/s: I'm very nice...seriously. p/p/p/s: YOU PEOPLE BETTER TELL OTHERS THAT I'M NICE. RAWR! >;O

Time flies?

2007-10-14T16:45:00.000+10:00

Oh noooo! Just yesterday; it was the beginning of the weekend...and now...it's over. Then again, time flies here. It's been 8 months, and I haven't done enough. Getting back into the studying atmosphere is scary. =\ 2 years; of slacking. Oh well, I reckon I'm doing fairly ~~slow~~ well. Only a month or more till summer holidays. =D Bah.

The good ol' days; inspiration.

2007-10-09T18:22:00.001+10:00

It amazes me at what an individual can get his/her inspiration from, to blog that is. This would definitely seem weird to people that know myself, and this person, that without a reason, sparked inspiration in me. Gets corny right about now. Who or what inspired me? Rudy. Yes, Rudy inspired me to blog again. Most bizarrely, we don't talk at all. Just a few small talks, a few games of pool, a few mamak and cigarette sessions together, but that's about it. I was checking my email when I stumbled upon a Friendster birthday alert, saying that it's his birthday today, so I left him a comment on Friendster; when I saw his blog. Which I then visited. He has been...perhaps, someone to look up to, a brother figure, a role model to me whilst I was growing up. Intellectual yet down to Earth, laid back. Most features and characteristics anyone would respect, appreciate and definitely love to have around. Now that's that. Happy 22nd Birthday dude. If you read this. Many people have seen me grow up, other than schoolmates and family members. Which is weird to think back and talk about, but at the same time, amusing. It's weird, I've been hanging out with older people ever since I was 10. At least 2 to 3 years older, 5 to 6 even. A handful might know that I used to hangout in Amcorp, which is a rundown mall, 10 minutes away from my house. Been going there for drum lessons with dad ever since I could remember. At the top of my head, since 9 or 10? What memories there, my first drumming lessons, my first cybercafe gaming experience, well, many that follow. LOADS of shit as well, and thankfully people I can call friends, there to help me. Looking up to all of them, as brotherly or sisterly figures. Chai, my drum instructor. Lone, my dad's guitar instructor. Leslie, now a dad who pawned me in many games before. Azlan, a good mate that spoiled me into what I am today, which is possibly good? Triona, the wacky, bubbly, and uber emo girl that was there when I needed help. Alfred, the my fuckwit that does the craziest of things, like Johor, remember, bitch? Astrid, the super tai kah jie that somehow looked after me, when I was a teeny weeny nerd. Cheryl, everyone's 'mommy'. And all others from Wolf's Game Shop and anywhere else possible in Amcorp. Strangely enough, I haven't kept in contact with these people. Ever since everyone split up. I miss the old days, I wonder if they do? Would they even remember me? It's weird, I feel left out. Out of place; not belonging. I hope it's not just me, but the feeling of having to feel left out would probably be an issue to many others as well. Worse of all, it's sad when I know that I can do something, but can't because I'm fucking stuck here, in Australia, in a fucking suburb, 2-fucking-far hours away from the City. Not to say that it's bad, but, lonely. Hence having me to think back past memories. People change as time passes; inevitable. Happy reading.

AN UPDATE?! Or just a tag? ;O

2007-10-09T16:58:00.000+10:00

Rules: 1. The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her lover. 2. Have to mention the gender of his/her lover. 3. Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blog. 4. If you're tagged the second time, there is no need for you to do this again. 5. Lastly and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT. Gender: Female. 1. Has to perhaps know me, no one does...sadly. 2. Understanding? 3. Not too controlling, definitely. 4. Someone down to Earth, yeah! Not some blur ass girl who's in a world of her own. 5. Accepts my relentless amount of rubbish. <3 6. ~~I shall steal this from Ngah Ming.~~ Sophistication is a winner. 7. Fair understanding of English, and how vocabulary and grammar works? ;x 8. Last...be herself I suppose? p/s: I'm not a sexist. *points at #3*. Also, Ngah Ming! Do you mean that a person who craps a lot can NOT be sophisticated? Besides, I'm a very ~~fussy yet~~ simple person, so stating 8 points are just too many. ;O I tag: 1. Anyone 2. who 3. wants 4. to 5. do 6. this 7. tag. 8. Because I dislike choosing people, somehow I feel that I'd be the one leaving them out. ;\

Another tremendous day.

2007-09-20T16:56:00.000+10:00

Wednesday's are probably the days I get to sleep in, or rather get to slack. However, I wanted to make this Wednesday, which was yesterday, the most productive Wednesday I had since I came here. Unfortunately, I tend to procrastinate, as all of you who know me. My procrastination began from 9 in the morning and continued throughout the whole day till about 5 in the evening. I had 4 outstanding essays to hand in...err...or rather, still have. Also had to prepare a 'cheat sheet' for my Business SAC. x.x Surprisingly, I managed to finish 1 essay and get half a page of my cheat sheet done. So I decided to treat myself to some telly. Sadly, too much and went to bed right after watching Las Vegas. o.O Sigh, I had problems sleeping...oh well. I knew since yesterday that if I didn't finish at least 2 essays that today would be a pretty shit day, and shit it was. Couldn't fucking sleep in peace, head was filled with the thought of not doing the other 2 of the essays, which can only be done after reading a book entitled 'Triage' which obviously, I haven't finished reading. x.x Probably tossed and turned 20 odd times, waking up half a dozen times at 'omfgwtfbbq' hours. Out of frustration, I jumped out of bed at 7. Went to get some brekky and sat and watched cartooooons! *coughs* One Piece is awesome. =3 Went to shower right after. Whilst getting ready, the fucking sky turned fucking gray! *LIKEWTF?!* Then I thought to myself, *wait, my first class in Indonesian* Which also means I don't have to rush out into the rain, and perhaps some extra time to catch up on my cheat sheet. =3 So I did, just after summarizing a page of notes and in the middle of writing it down, it fucking stopped drizzling. *MCHPNB* Being a good student, I intended on getting to class. =X After packing me shits, and followed by a packet of juice from the fridge, I walked out. As I was putting on me shoes, it started fucking drizzling again. Walaneh, I got fucking pissed. -__- Being my reluctant self, I just gave up on unpacking and repacking my bag. In result, I lazed on the sofa watching telly. xD On the way out, I was thinking of how great the day would be. *Yeaps, gonna be a pretty shit day today.* Surprisingly it turned out fine later in the afternoon. Mr. Shaw, my Legal Studies teacher was being a rather pain in the arse. Perhaps it was partially my fault as well, it was Legal but I was doing my Business cheat sheet. =X He took my sheet and told me to read the longest paragraph on the page in a legal case study he handed out earlier. Thinking of how I snickered and laughed at the mispronunciations the others had, I decided to fluently read the paragraph, and obviously I did. =3 Then after, Bless his soul, Mr. Shaw gave me the permission to do my Business cheat sheet in the library. Obviously I thought he was joking, but he wasn't. o.O Minutes later, he came to me, and helped me packed my books into my folder and told me, "You have a 'legal case study' to research upon, so I suggest you get to the library to do so." "Yes, boss." He even escorted me along the corridors, whilst saying, "You and I know that you're a bright student, but having to do your Business work in my Legal class is unacceptable and you ARE getting lazier." "Yeaps, I know. *laughs*" "So now you're going to the library to do your research on the 'case study' I've given you, 'whatever' you do with your time there is up to you." "*nods*" He's a real 'joker.' -__- SAC was alright I suppose. Got to leave early in fact. That's me day, with bits and pieces missing. All in all, that pretty much sums it up.

What a day.

2007-09-19T13:02:00.000+10:00

As of today, I've become a very sympathetic person. Not to say that I didn't show sympathy before, but just a whole lot more now. This poor kid, suffering from retardation, has my deepest sympathy. I reckon that'll do for now. Perhaps I'll update later on, if I stumble upon something more interesting.

Neglected.

2007-09-15T20:43:00.000+10:00

I got shoved aside. Sighs, can't I be more important? =3

Sigh.

2007-09-13T16:51:00.000+10:00

No one believes me when I tell them I miss them, but would you believe me if I said I miss you? I doubt you will, but I might be wrong. Perhaps I'm transparent, so much so everyone sees through my words? Making them meaningless? Have I overused it? Maybe you don't know, yes, that has to be it. you don't know that I miss you, yet. I wanted to say something that day, sadly, I didn't. Is it weird or strange? That every time I hear that song, I think about you. The more I listen to it, the more I miss you. It's not all that late, is it? Hopefully it isn't. :)

~~I miss you.~~

Limited access for a whole month.

2007-08-28T19:29:00.000+10:00

I just fucked myself over, apparently, I've been on the net for too long for the past month. Apparently, I can only use the net till 9.00pm for the next month. So...good bye people, and FlyFF. :(

OhMiGosh?

2007-08-23T06:35:00.000+10:00

Geee, I really stuffed up my blog. It's been ages since I've posted anything, oh well, better get going with updates. Feel like I'm becoming more and more like Pang, bloody lazy fuck. ;x I shall update when I get back from class, on a meal that you can never get anywhere else, hopefully. ;x

Update?!

2007-08-09T16:05:00.000+10:00

Grrrr...update, update, and update. Only problem is, I don't have anything to update everyone about. D; Let's see, life has been good, not great, but normal. Usual every day routine. Wake up, bathe, eat, walk to class, go to class, come out for recess, go back to class, come out for lunch, back to class, walk back home, jump online, stay till tea time, finish tea, throw the dishes and plates into the dishwasher, get a cup of juice or soda and some snacks, walk back to my room, jump online, stay on till 12 or 1, at times even later, and then fall asleep or if I'm lucky, I go to sleep myself, willingly. Which is repeated the next day, and has been repeating for the past weeks. There we go, all the updates I can provide you with. My work here is done. ;D I shall somehow, search for inspiration somewhere, and update again tomorrow. Lolol. Ta~ p/s: As you can see...I'm still alive, which is good, no? :O

Cupids Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been awhile since we talked last and I'm tryin' hard not to talk fast But dad I'm finally thinkin' I may have found the one Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son And I know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long But I promise this is on a whole new plane I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da) I love it when she calls my phone She even got her very own ringtone If that ain't love then I don't know what love is (ba ba da da) It's gonna be a long drive home but I know as soon as I arrive home And I open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor She'll be back into my arms once more for sure Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) She's got a smile that would make the most senile Annoying old man bite his tongue I'm not done She's got eyes comparable to sunrise And it doesn't stop there Man I swear She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten And now she's even got her own song But movin' on She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard And we can be on the phone for three hours Not sayin' one word And I would still cherish every moment And when I start to build my future she's the main component Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Pictures from Mt. Buller.

2007-07-25T10:22:00.001+10:00

Shoan - "Nabeh, sibeh slow, warrafarkkkkkk?!?!" *SMACK BANG!* - Mozilla lags like balls as Shoan uploads pictures. There we go, finally have time to edit and resize the pictures. Enjoy me? xD Or...well, the scenery and pictures perhaps. As we're still in the bus. The "expert" slope. So the tour guide says. Tour guide - "Now, that's one of the expert slopes, so you beginners can't go there." Shoan - "Oooooooo, rly?" Ski lifts. ;O This particular picture kinda reminded me on Genting. :\ Naked or bald trees? You decide. Cars and/or mountains? "Swirly" or "Swirly-ies" as named by the idiot Pang. I know lah that I look damn cool, don't jealous dowh. Shoan, Melanie, Pang. Mel - "Eh eh, I wanna shake that guys hand. Take picture arr." Shoan - "You fucking little girl." I bet the scenery stands out more. xD I definitely stand out more, no? Sadly, the scenery has been cut. Thanks to Pang. Pang - "Hahahaha, sohai." Shoan - "Oooh, fuck." Pang & Shoan - "Hahahahahaha!" I don't remember what we were laughing about. :\ Mel - "Eh wait, I take picture" Shoan - *Acts natural* Pang - "Fuiyo" But his lips look as though he just said, "Fuck or fugger" right? You can't get this even if you pay a million bucks in Malaysia, but you can for only $193 in Australia. Rofl. Mana lah you wanna get this in Malaysia? ;O Pang, Melanie on the ski lift. Sadly, the picture of me is on Mel's cam. :\ Back in Pang's place. Last but not least, we have to end with a picture of me right? xD Oh well, me work here is done. *stretches* Do stick around for the next uploading of pictures from Mel's cam. Weeeeeee, time to Fly. ~~~

Australia Tak Boleh?

2007-07-25T09:12:00.001+10:00

I bet most of you Malaysian bloggers have advertisements by Advertlets on your blog. And I just so happened to have noticed the default advertisement which is, Warrafark man, why only Malaysia and Singapore Boleh? Australia Tak Boleh ar?! I also want free money oi, blardee farkers! Well, when you come to think of it, probably the bloggers in PJ itself outnumber Australian bloggers. If that's too drastic, then feel free to add in KL bloggers. :) Despite that being said, I for one, think they should at least implement a system where, "You can be from anywhere on Earth, and as long as we advertise through your blog, you can earn some extra money and it will be deposited and/or banked in, into your bank account." Or at worse, send cheques to a certain mailing/billing address, no? So at least I, myself, Shoan, can get money as well. ;O

And he turned them into idiots through simplicity.

2007-07-24T15:39:00.000+10:00

I was questioned about my name, in English class, wtf? I was bombarded with questions by at least 10 people. "Hey Shoan Lim, Shoan Lim, Shoan Lim Kooi Jen! Is that your full name?" "Hey? Urrr, yeah?" "So like, Shoan is your name, and Lim is your? What about Kooi Jen?" "Shoan is my Christian name, Lim is my family name and Kooi Jen is my chinese name" "Wow, so like Kooi Jen is your middle name?" "Err, it's my Chinese name? Well, yes, if you want to put it that way. Technically it's my last name. Chinese are supposed to have 3 names, but those were back in the olden days. Besides, you Caucasians wouldn't be able to say our Chinese name right, so I reckon our parents gave us Christian names to make life easier for all of you." Whole room - "You're funny Shoan, but seriously, isn't it the position of your name weird?" "I know, thanks." "Well, WE ARE from DIFFERENT CULTURES, so it's not that shocking you see." "And besides, I wasn't joking about the Caucasian part." *laughs* "Now you're being mean." "No I'm not, it's true is it not? You can barely pronounce my Chinese name right." "Fine, we'll just call you Shoan Lim from now on." "Errrr, no thank you. Just call me Shoan." and all the bodoh bin and binti bangangs' go, "Okay Shoan." but one joker goes on saying, "Yes, Shoan Lim." Hmm, don't you find it interesting at how stupid their questions can get? xD

Is sleeping early unfortunate?

2007-07-24T02:34:00.001+10:00

Due to certain circumstances and the unravelling of unfortunate events, Shoan is unable to upload the pictures today. Shoan is going to sleep now. However, Shoan shall post the pictures ~~soon~~ tomorrow.

I missed my Legal class. :\

2007-07-23T10:00:00.000+10:00

From The Star Online: Carrefour will maintain its price at RM69.90 despite protest from majors Wtf, Harry Potter's 7th book for only RM69.90? It's hardcovered as well. :O Someone please get it for me? Please please with a ripe red cherry on top and urmm, chocolates from Australia? :O

Pre-post

2007-07-23T08:26:00.000+10:00

Snowboarding is something EVERYONE should do, like seriously. Don't have many pictures on my camera, but will post more later on, when I get others. Then again, you still have to wait for the first batch, which I'll probably post in like, 8 hours time? :O Time for class, blergh.

Back to boredom.

2007-07-17T08:31:00.000+10:00

Classes officially start today, as teachers were apparently writing reports on students yesterday. Which gave me another day off, which was alright, I guess? Blaaaaaarghhh! Oh Ehm Gee, class at 8.30 * yawns, stretches * Hoho, it's 8.35, I'm late. Weeeeeeeeeee! :)

Round and round...

2007-07-13T09:16:00.000+10:00

We go, where we stop? NO ONE KNOWS. ;O Mehh, I'm being sehturpirt. Well well, ever sat down to think and ponder about the mysteries of the world? Or the universe for that matter? I for one, am actually free to be thinking about such, mind boggling and retarded questions. I bet everyone has, had and have from time to time, and probably right this instance? It has come to my unhealthy habits of sleeping late, eating truck loads and procrastination towards anything and everything that has made me wonder for years. Which brings us to the question, "why". Why? ;O The planets in the Milky Way have been proven round or in mathemathical and astronomical terms, a sphere, but why are the planets round and/or sphered? Can't they be square? Maybe triangular? Or anything your feeble mind can possible think off. The first astronomic discovery was obviously made possible by Nicolaus Copernicus which was in the late 15th century. His theory was that of planetary retrogade motion, through his development of a simple heliocentric model of the solar system. Which comes to my question, why name the solar system, the solar system? Can't it be named something else, wouldn't other galaxies have huge big ass star providing other planets in other galaxies light and/or solar power such as ours? Now now, this is something everyone should ponder upon. Why was our solar system, named the solar system? Just because the Sun is the star in the center of the solar system? But wtf, there it goes again, the "solar system". Was the Sun not discovered before the solar system? Astronomers back then, called the solar system, the solar system but why, and how? Which comes back to the point, how did Nicolaus Copernicus' simple heliocentric model identify the solar system, being the solar system and not something else? - This cycle can never stop, as it goes round and round in my head, but to cease torturing your minds, I shall stop. Oh yeah, and come on. Why name the Milky Way, the Milky Way?! In Wikipedia, the term "milky" originates from the hazy band of white light appearing across the celestial sphere visible from Earth, which comprises stars and other material lying within the galactic plane. Even so, why should the hazy band of white light be termed milky? Could it not be termed the Hazy Way? Or can't it be named the ~~Chocolate Way~~ Starry Way? Interesting, no? Even with the massive information on Wikipedia, it still doesn't answer my questions and I got heaps to ask. Oh oh, and and, what if there is an alternate parallel universe dimensioned to ours? And within that parallel universe, another, parallel to it. ;O With the being said, there would be infinite possibilities to the number of universes, in which being, infinite. Then again, parallel universes and/or dimensions are yet to be proven. There we go, I shall stop my silly and senseless muttering, or in this case typing before someone really smacks me silly. -_-" p/s: This post started out as a way to roll my money in FlyFF and also with the thoughts of rolling, to generally be in absolute connection to round objects. ;X

Took long enough.

2007-07-12T04:36:00.000+10:00

Meeep, I'm finally a Blade, waow. :O Should I or should I not post screen shots? I should, shouldn't I? Heading off to Melbourne in 4 hours time, and I'm still awake, not to mention that I haven't packed. Joy of going down to Melb, the cigarettes, the company. Waow waow weee! :D

Negligence.

2007-07-09T13:22:00.000+10:00

I may have somehow neglected my "chatting sessions" with people. :O So just bare with my boredom, tenjewberrymuds. For apparent and obvious reasons, everyone has been associating FlyFF and I like I was born to solely play FlyFF. Can you people stop suggesting me to go and play FlyFF when I don't want to? When I wanna play in peace, people message me, and when I don't wanna play, people "persuade" me to play. Like wtf, is it even necessary? Can everyone just talk properly and not add FlyFF and I together? I'm on holidays and I have nothing else better to do, I can't go out and fucking yumcha like all of you, nor do I have cable telly with hundreds of channels to click through. So I would appreciate if all of you just fucking cut down on telling me to play FlyFF and just chat like normal. Kthxbai. p/s: I'm a suaaaaaay hai. Fated to level to 60 by myself. T_____T"

Full set.

2007-07-07T20:09:00.000+10:00

Can anyone sponsor me a Recorn suit and gloves? Or possibly a Rescorn suit, gloves and a Transy A? ;OO Puhweeeease? ; )

Hangoutianz.

2007-07-05T12:53:00.001+10:00

This post is to show all of you my appreciation for helping me in FlyFF. I sincerely thank Pang, Mei Ling, Wai Ken, Jen Ai and Jen Ni for helping me to lv45 in 3 days. Tenjewberrymuds ebelibodi. :O p/s: I dedicate this post to Jen Ai and also to all Hangoutianz in FlyFF. Found this in my email, might be old, but worth to post. Not exactly pontifically correct - but...............? To get the full effect, this should be read aloud. You will understand what 'tenjewberrymuds' means by the end of the conversation. This has been nominated for the best email of 2005. The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service, at a hotel in Asia, which was recorded and published in the Far East Economic Review: Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." RS: "Rye..Roon sirbees..morrin! Jewish to oddor sunteen??" G: "Uh..yes..I'd like some bacon and eggs." RS: "Ow July den?" G: "What??" RS: "Ow July den?...pryed, boyud, poochd?" G : "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry, scrambled please." RS: "Ow July dee baykem? Crease?" G: "Crisp will be fine." RS : "Hokay. An Sahn toes?" G: "What?" RS:"An toes. July Sahn toes?" G: "I don't think so." RS: "No? Judo wan sahn toes??" G: "I feel really bad about this, but I don't know what 'judo wan sahn toes' means." RS: "Toes! toes!...Why jew don juan toes? Ow bow Anglish moppin we bodder?" G: "English muffin!! I've got it! You were saying 'Toast.' Fine. Yes, an English muffin will be fine." RS: "We bodder?" G: "No...just put the bodder on the side." RS: "Wad?" G: "I mean butter...just put it on the side." RS: "Copy?" G: "Excuse me?" RS: "Copy...tea...meel?" G: "Yes. Coffee, please, and that's all." RS: "One Minnie. Scramah egg, crease baykem, Anglish moppin we bodder on sigh and copy....rye??" G: "Whatever you say." RS: "Tenjewberrymuds." G : "You're very welcome."

Final-fudging-ly

2007-07-03T00:35:00.000+10:00

w00tz! I could finally log in to FlyFF 6 hours back. I knew He would help me, weeee. Sankyuuus so muchiees! :)

*hops around*

Oh, joy!

2007-07-02T11:56:00.000+10:00

Happy happy joy joy! What gaming company would in the right mind, not work on weekends? Now with a locked forum and much more false hope, with no thin chance(s) ~~at all~~ I'd be able to play FlyFF with a good connection. "The Engineer's just fixed all IDs up until now, it's 06/29/07 6:55pm PDT. They will continue to work on this through the weekend. Thank you for your patience." which continues as such... "Locked until Monday morning when GMs are back into the office. I understand you are all frustrated, trust me, it's frustrating for the GMs too. But insulting the GMs, calling the GMs names isn't going to fix the problem." with me most likely having to reply... "Like fuck you would know how frustrating it is? If given, you were put into such circumstances, you'd be pissed the same way and to the resort of insulting GMs" but now now, I wouldn't want to be permenantly banned with not having to have a character to begin with would I? Have ANYONE of you, come across an International MMORPG of which has had logging in errors and problems for a whole week? Despite being f2p, it has a cash shop, which in return, assuming they would rectify whatsoever problems in a matter of hours, if not a day or two. Till then, chiaos. p/s: Sadly enough, I'm willing to wait to play. ;x

Bah...

2007-07-02T06:59:00.001+10:00

I can just about spew all over my laptop due to my scrutinization in the FlyFF forums. Mind my obsession, yes? Mucho gracias. Have I been such a bad boy; to have Him punish me like this? It's just an online game, and I'm only having my holidays. Am I asking for too much? Could He not spare my absurd wanting to play? Can He not stop procrastinating me from playing?

*spews all over the keyboard*

Frustration.

2007-07-01T13:30:00.000+10:00

I am overwhelmingly frustrated with FlyFF. Out-fucking-rageously pissed and unbelievably cranky. So if you can't bare with me, just, piss off! ;) MOTHER FUCKERS! Niama chau hai pei kau tiu lan dou hoi fa. Pukimak lanciao, bodoh macam babi punya GM. Mother and father let dog fuck backside. Hamkaling punya GM, gua kasi sumpah satu keluarga hamkachan. Kaninabu eh cibai, mother never teach you any manners? The customer's always right, thus, serving the damn fucking customer is always top priority. Nabeh, sibeh steewwpirrt eh GM. So you best better deal with the fucking login error. Ni nau hia, limpeh boh kan lu beh sai siboh? Puniabo. -__-" *takes a deep breath* Mind the inconsistency and mixture of languages, I'm losing my touch. The incompetence of the GM's and Admin's are way beyond the likes of any unfortunate child with retardation. They have 30 forum moderators, but NONE of them have replied to any threads regarding the error, "Wrong ID" during logging in. I doubt the GM's and Admin's are incapable, because if they were, they wouldn't be GM's would they? I can only assume that their incompetency starts when they are flooded with rants and replies from players of which have encountered a flaw. Oh well, even with that being said, I still HAVE to wait. p/s: I'm just joking about piss off, you all know that, right? ;) p/p/s: |204|2! | 4/\/\ 73|-| |_||33|2 |_337, |>|-|33|2 /\/\3! |/\/\/\/\4 P\/\//\/ j00 |3|47(|-|35! - "Roar! I am t3h ub3r1337, ph33r m3! Imma pwn j00 biatches!" :O Lololol! :O

Controversy.

2007-06-30T01:31:00.000+10:00

I have a cute friend who says exchanging webcam invites / webcamming is a game. Thus, finding IT cute, I decided to blog about it. Pik Yie, Pik Yie, despite me being slow, I'm still sharp. ;)

; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:18 AM): you damn slow laaa ! omg i just notice ` Shoan. Go and take a step outside see what's shaking in the real world. says (1:18 AM): i'm way faster than you i just didn't realise i thought you were asking whether i wanted to go or not ; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:19 AM): ahhahaah LAGGING ! ` Shoan. Go and take a step outside see what's shaking in the real world. says (1:19 AM): ahahaha dial-up wei don't blame me ; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:20 AM): i thought only happened when we're playing webbie ? ` Shoan. Go and take a step outside see what's shaking in the real world. says (1:27 AM): hhahaa nah it's not called playing pik yie it's called webcamming hahaha it's not a game ; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:27 AM): den what issit called ? alar same thing la LOL ` Shoan. Go and take a step outside see what's shaking in the real world. says (1:27 AM): okay i'm gonna blog about it ; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:28 AM): omg , blog bout what ?! ` Shoan. Go and take a step outside see what's shaking in the real world. says (1:28 AM): "I thought only happened when we're playing webbie?" "It's not called playing pik yie, it's called webcamming" ; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:28 AM): hahahahahahah ` Shoan. Go and take a step outside see what's shaking in the real world. says (1:28 AM): "alar same thing la" ; pικγιέe . ; i lovee you YS * says (1:28 AM): okayyy . i am prooud to be in your blog !